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5月25日 Taken from "Rachel's Tears" Here is one of Rachels notes/poems/songs.
"People are Crying,
Losing their minds,
People are dying,
Taking their lives.
Will anyone save them?
Will anyone help?
Will somebody listen,
Or am I all by myself?
Please reach out your hand,
Grab a hold of their life.
Open their eyes,
To his wonderful light.
Let them know,
Of his undying love.
That this comes only,
From Heaven above.
Please reach out your hand,
Grab a hold if their life.
Don't let Go,
without a good fight.
Witness to them,
Show them the way.
Give them God's love,
And give it today.
I sit here and tell you,
To go save a life.
But what am I doing
To give that good fight?
I judge other souls,
Never checking my own.
Oh my Lord,
I should have known." 5月7日 I've been so busy lately I can't be bothered to write a blog. So here's the news, I am like, closing down my msn space cus... I have myspace now =) www.myspace.com/beky22 <-- you can visit that. lol I'm not formally closing down my msn space, i will update often but it just wont be as good as i normally make it, with the tables, html, color scheme etc tec!
So anyways... cya! 4月21日
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Hey! I'm back home from the most wonderful christian retreat EVER! My youth group went to somerset with a bunch of americans from New Jersey! It was the best experience ever! They were so great and God really spoke to me through certain testimonies and stuff. So I just wanna say these notes to some special americans who I will never forget!
Maddie = You were like, such a wonderful friend and if I was in america you would so be my best friend you just rock hunny!
Caleb = You're devo really touched me and you just seem so Holy and it's amazing talking to you and you're so cool.
Gabby = You're testimony was... wow, like, You've been through so much and It's so awesome that you saw the truth and stuff, thats really good!
Jordan = We weren't so close but it just felt like I've known you my whole life... I don't know, i Know we didn't talk much but I was drawn to you for some reason like, through God because I felt a God-like connection with you which my sound so retarded but, you know... =) Love ya loads!
Heather = Man you made me laugh so much because you and Boo were HILARIOUS! Haha, wicked! =P
Neal = Towards the end of the trip I got to know you abit better and talked to you more which was pretty cool and stuff!
Soo Yon = Is that how you spell it? My Gorgeous Corean buddy! You are so awesome in so many ways! It's too bad you hurt you're leg! Aw I felt so sorry for you! Bless ya!
Jo = Haha, my other Corean buddy BUT i don't know how to spell you're Corean name so i used you're american name... Joseph! lol, you beat me at chess... haha!
Annie = Thanks for the hair style tips hunny i so love you're hair lol!
So hey hey people I will never forget you ALL even if you're names not here out of the americans, doesn't mean I don't love you too! I just had to limit it so this blog wouldn't be mega big LOL! I had the greatest time EVER And i will always keep you guys in my heart.
Beky xx
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4月13日
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This blog really is just about my gorgeous mates!
Cus I lluurrvveee yoo loads!
*ahem* lets go through my fabby list, of fabby ppl! =D
Nikki, Han & Suz are ma bessie mates 4 lyf! xxx Lurve ya!
Emolia wuvs Mr Fish! =P
Sammy, Bekworth n' Leonie xx
Rhianna & Clare luvlies!
Boo ya roks bbz! x
Ellie, GREGNESS and Elliot tha wicked leaders of lyf! LOL xx
Jimmy and Joshua [lol] x
Ma Lubly american friends! xx Mwah! xx
Matt n Joe - weirdos... =D
Not forgetting tha fabulous Fio!! My emo'ist friend =P
Oopsie i forgot tha JAY... Ma Clicka buddy! =P
If I forgot any one... Well I'm sorry... =D
I Still think you're fabby! =D
Beky x
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Hey people!
Just a little flashy update on life! Lol, It's been coolies! Exept from the Chavs vs Emo - It's so annoying! People have a right to be different so why have this big fight it's pathetic. Im not an emo or chav but it's bugging meh!
Anyways, I don't really fancy anybody at the moment, I'm going through an "all guys are jerks" Faze, lol. I'm having a break from them =D
SO yes does mean I'm a Shingle Mingle! Hehe!
Also we gots SATs in like 2/3 weeks! eek! I'm not bothered about them they aren't as important as the teachers stress to us!
Also it's kind of near easter, YAY!
I'm on holiday next week with some americans, it's gunna be fabby tastic cus americans rockness! lol.
Soo anyway me, Hanna and SUz are gunna go see Scary movie 4 in the next few weeks, and we are also gunna go see She's The Man like, hopefully tomorow! [Love ya loads Han & Suz u me bessies! xx] - Random.
Anywayz! Went all the way to nottingham yesturday just to get some horse stuff for, well, riding! I got some cute stuff!
I still have this annoying brace in but Im like sooo used to it now! It's comfy now i'm used to it =P
Lately you may have noticed I'm using tables created by other people, well, thats because i can't be bothered to make my own I just don't have the time!
I thinkies that is all I have to say! See yaz me beautiful people!
Beky x
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I stole this off of Hanna's Space bless her! I was so damn bored lol!
1. Nikki
2. Hanna
3. Suzanne
4. Josh
5. Ady
6. Greg
7. Jimmy
8. Linds
9. Jay
10. Emolia!
How did you meet 6?? Haha, We met at our youth group cus he's one of the leaders LOL! chav!
What school does 1 go to??
Some school in Yorkshire lol!
Where does 9 live??
Mill Lane, Can't remember what number!
Would you make out with 7??
=O OMFG hahahaha... Yeah I would ;) haha kidding =P
Are 5 nd 6 best friends?? Erm they aren't best friends! They know each other though.
Is 10 older than you?? Yesh!
What would you do if you never met 5??
Ohhhh well If I neva met him I wudn't have anybody to lurve lol!
Have you ever liked number 3??
Yeah I like Suzanne, but I don't like her like... you know lol! That's just wrong!
What would you do if number 1 died?? NIKKI NOOOOOO!!! My bessie mate die? I'd kill meself!
Would 2 and 10 make a good couple??
If Lesbianism was popular... but no not at all lol!
Tell me something humiliating about 4??
He took my April fool's Joke serious! Bless his cotton's!!!
Do you know any of 3's family members??
Yeah cors!
What would you do if 4 told you they loved you??
=O
Who is 8 going out with??
No one
When was the last time you spoke to 5??
Like, last night!
Would you ever date 7?
Jimmy? A friendly date sure!
What is 9's last name?
Goodwin
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4月1日
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Hey people! Just thought I would blog!
Went shopping today and i got some DC Shoes! Awesome =P
Lol, also we were out in the field today with the horses, it was fun to gallop round in the sun after such a long time!
I've got this brace that gives me a lisp but I should hopefully stop lisping soon LOL!
Bored out of my mind.
Note to self: I wish people would stop leaving me out.
I don't know why but all the girls never invite me out anywhere! They think I "flirt" with all our guy mates but I'm not! I'm being playfull. I'm hardly saying "you alright sexy" and meaning it. *tuts*
Ahh yes I have a new design for my space, do you like? I do, Cus I wanted blue haha.
Anyway I'm gunna go... Don't want to bore you now do I?
Bekki x
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Hey people! Haha me and my mates today claimed ourselves disney Princesses! I made the list (on the left) for who is who and who our princes are! So check the list out, it's at the top ;)
No one is belle! eek. Lol. At the moment know one is.
Anyway I've got a boyfriend again! Yay. =D
Thanks for the table Lil pink devil!
It is funkeh!
See you laters, Bekki xxxx | 3月19日
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Ello peeps! Well my ex don't want me back but I ain't that fussed neways, he was abit of a crap boyfriend i must admit, plenty more fish in the see!
Congrats to Emolia and Lewis they back together! YAY! Hehe :P
I can't wait to meet new fella's at lutterworth i must say =D
Can't wait! I might find a decent guy =P
Apart from this I'm getting braces in the next few weeks! eek! wish me luck!
Catch ya all later!
Bekki x |
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Today has been a much better day! So last night i wrote a letter to Ady, and i plucked up the courage to give it to him after school, He hasn't said anything abotu it but I'll have to ask him if he comes on msn or if not then monday I'll mention it if he doesn't say 'out.
I hope i get a good response...
P.s The band Hawthorne Heights ROK! lol,
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I regret dumping my boyfriend, i realised how much i loved him just after we split up, I've been called a liar, My phone has gone dead on me, My dad's having a go a me for being depressed, I'm not saying I hate life at the moment though, I wont be going depressed again and have to take anti-depressant tablets like the last two years, I'm sure everything will turn out ok in the end. But I'd like some encouragement. I'm so upset and I want things to get better. Somethings are OK though, every little thing isn't bad nor good, it's just been a crap day...
I'm going to give a letter to my boyfriend (well... ex now) hopefully tomorow about how I feel because I can't say it too his face... It's hard too when there are so many people with you, He is hardly on MSN so, best thing to do is the letter... Thanks Amelia for the idea of giving letter, luff ya!
Lots of Love, Bekki
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[x] уσυ'яє ρєяfє¢т єиєму [x] What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
Beckie x
3月2日
♥ .♥. ♥
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T w o ● L e g s ● T o W a l k
T w o E y e s T o S e e
T w o E a r s T o L i s t e n
B u t W h y O n l y O n e ..[[H e a r t]].. ?
B.e.c.a.u.s.e T h e O t h e r O n e
W a s G i v e n T o S o m e o n e F o r U s T o F i n d...
♥ .♥. ♥ 2月25日
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Hey! I don't know why but i really want to go see this film called Seven swords. I'm not normally into movies like it but i just have some weird feeling like i really want to see it!
Next week I'm gonna go see "Date movie" with anybody who feels like they wanna come (YEAR NINES ONLY) (Exeption for Boo) lol.
I don't know why i'm just in the mood to watch a movie like... weird lol.
Well anyway i'm off see you next time i blog, leave a comment PLEASE!
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2月17日
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Cool table huh? Ok here is another quiz you can put in you're blogs too!
A - Available?: Nope!
A - Age: 13
A - Annoyance: Bitches, rumours, show-offs, tarts.
B - Best Friends?: My mum, and Nikki.
B - Bar: Don't go to bars...
B - Birthday?: 22nd July!
C - Crush: Don't have one.
C - Car: I can't drive
C - Cat: What about them?
D - Dead Pets Name: there's too many!
D - Dads Name: Gary
D - Dog: Again... what about them?
E - Easiest person to talk to: God
E - Eggs: Come from chickens the ones I eat.
E - Email: I don't give my email out =)
F - Favourite color?: Pink!
F - Food: Salad
F - Foreign Slang: It's slightly CRAP!
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Gummy bears any day!
G - God: What about him? He's amazing!
G - Good Times: France Holiday last year, i miss you guys! ='(
H - Hair Colour: Brown with blonde streaks
H - Height: I don't know... 5ft summet
H - Happy: I am at the moment...
I - Ice Cream: Ben 'n' Jerrys is the best.
I - Instrument: My voice.
I - Idol: Jesus! Exept the boy part lol
J - Jewellery: Bracelets and rings!
J - Job: At the stables!
J - Jokes: Some of them are funny, some are not.
K - Kids: At 13? Don't think so!
K - Karate: I don't do it..
K - Kung Fu: wtf? please, I'll break a nail!
L - Love: ? what...?
L - Longest Car Ride: 12 hours
L - Longest Relationship: Half a year.
M - Milk Flavour: Milky...
M - Mothers Name: Helen
M - Movie Last Watched: Scary movie 3
N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Northern or Southern: Isn't this an American question?
N - Name: Beckie/Bekki!
O - One Wish: World peace!
O - One Phobia?: Scoober diving, I'm terrified of going under water
O - Otter Pop: WTF?
P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Married.
P - Part of your appearence you like best: My eyes, i get alot of compliments from them =).
P - Part of your Personality you like best: That I'm fun!
R - Reason to smile: everything good.
R - Reality TV Show: Big Brother!
R - Right or Left: Righty. lol
S - Song Last Heard: errr, Spin doctors, 2 Princes.
S - Season: It's spring now I think... but my favourite is Summer.
S - Sex: yes... LOL! I'm female =D
T - Time you woke up: Like, 9 But I didn't get up till like, 9:30
T - Time Now: 15:52
T - Time for bed: 11-12pm
U - Unknown Fact about me: If I told you that it wouldn't be unknown 
U - Unicorns: They have one horn.
U - You are?: Myself.
V - Vegetable you hate: Spinage! gross!
V - Vegetable you love:Mashed potato's!
V - View on Politics: Politicians are gay.
W- Worst Habits: Biting my nails
W- Where are you going to travel next: to the hairdressers! woo!
X - X-Rays: none...
X - X-Rated: Porn? huh?
Y - Year you were born: 1992
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow?: The sun!
Z - Zoo Animal: Zoo's are crap.
Z - Zodiac: Cancer, They rule.
Z - Zoolander?: Totally.. . .. . .. . .. . ..? wtf? lol |
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1. What is your middle name?
Rose
2. What size is your bed?
Single, but we can share =P haha!
3. What are you listening to right now?
Two princes - Spin doctors (80's music lol)
4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
Home - 46 Mobile - 76
5. What was the last thing you ate?
Some of a French Bread stick!
6. Last person you hugged?
My mum, she's my bessie mate! :D
7. How is the weather right now?
It's sunny !
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Errrrrrr.... :S I don't know lol, probably Steve
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Urm. . . Everythin'
10. Do u have a G/F B/F?
Yes, B/f thanks... lol!
11. Do you want children?
Of course! But not now, lol.
12. Do you drink?
Well der, lol, but if you mean alcohol of course!
13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
I have once (my friends wont believe me now lol)
14. Hair color?
Brown with Blonde streaks
15. Eye color?
Green
17. Favorite holiday?
Christmas. But if you mean place, would be the Carribean.
18. Favorite season?
Summer definatly!
19. Ever cried for no reason?
No.
20. Last movie you watched?
Scary movie 3
21. How many mirrors are in your room?
Oh no lol, i have 3, but I'm not vain! It comes with my wardrobe to check out my outfits =)
22. Do you know any fall out boy songs?
No...
23. Have you ever decapitated a barbie doll?
I can't remember lol! Probably not!
24. Do you enjoy the sensational taste of starbucks?
Never had a coffee or tea there so dunno lol.
25. Does the words "cheese rocket" mean anything to you?
Fortunately for me, no.
27. Do you think Jesus is great?
Of course... He is my saviour! =)
28. Is cheese like the best food ever, or what?
Hell no, i like it, but it's not the best!
29. What books are you reading?
uuurrrr....
30. Piercings?
Twice on my ears. lol.
31. My Favorite Movies?
Urm. . . Green Mile - it's very moving |
And Monty Python and the holy grail. tis so funny!
32. Favorite college football team?
I dont go to college, and I don't like football... So I think that's a question that's not gonna be answered with an actual answer.
33. What were you doing before filling this out?
Readin Jay's answers, and um, i don't know lol
34. Any pets?
11 Guineapigs!
35. Dogs or cats?
I'd rather have a dog! I'm illergic to cats lol
36. Favorite flower?
Flowers are a bit... crappy... Although roses are nice!
37. Ever been caught doin somethin u weren't supposed to?
Hell yeh.
38. Have you ever loved someone?
Urm... Yeh.
39. Who would you like to see right now?
My boyfriend. I aint seen him in 3 weeks!
40. Are you still friends with your exs?
Yup. Only cus i have too!
41. Have you ever fired a gun?
A rifle and mission gun yes.
43. Right or left-handed?
Right.
44. If you could be with someone right now who would it be?
Erm, God.
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Last night was the best concert i had EVER been to! It was PHENOMENAL!
Really was :D
There was alot of beer throwing going on and I got drenched at the start but it was hilarious!
They sang loads of songs and the strobe lighting was excellent!
One of my favourite parts was when Liam said, and I quote: "Fucking spongebob, well I'M fucking spongebob!" The crowd started cheering "Liam, liam!" and then Liam, went to the mic and started chanting "spongebob! Spongebob!" It was dead funny!
We bought a program, let me tell you what Liam thought on one of the songs (it's funny!)
"As for 'Guess God Thinks I'm Abel' Liam reckons he has a conversation with God one night in a boozer. God told him he was Abel. Simple as that."
Lol, crazy or what? I didn't take very good pictures of it but I'll put them on anyway, we were quite close but the camera makes it look like we wern't lol.
Anyways, have a cool day, last night was mazin' and I'd definatly go see them again!
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2月11日 I have got msn 7.5 too! You can record and send voice clips! It's soooo cool! hehe!
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Hey! I couldn't find a decent table for a nintendo DS so i made this crappy one, lol.
Anyway! I've put this up there because i want to buy one with the Nintendogz pack for my birthday - in 5 months - lol!
But i was gonna get an Ipod Nano but i already have an mp3 player so whats the point?
I'm totally broke at the moment... I havn't been payed in ages and my pocket money isn't coming in lol. I really need to top up my phone! It's starting to bug me.
I am getting more excited about Oasis concert! Only a few days to go! yay! I wish i could record them but i can't... lol. I wanna get Liam's autograph... and Noel's!
Hey any of you love the 80's? Lemme know ;)
I'm gunna go, i don't know what to chat bout, leave me comments! Love ya all xx
P.s, sleep over at mine on Wednesday, come over if you want! Start at 4ish to 6ish, i don't know wether you're gunna want dinner or not, come after five if not! Bye xx | 2月4日
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ADORE THIS TABLE!
It's Ryan Reynolds everybody! The best, fittest, sexiest actor on the whole planet!
That's a pick of him in Blade 3! So cute... He's also the guy in "Just Friend" (see trailer at the side of my space)
But anyway, I'm not here to chat about that!
I've come to say, hey! lol, thought i would blog cus' i'm so bored!
Tonight me and my mum are shopping online at my favourite website where you can get celebrity fashion items, I'm gunna get Jessica Simpson's boots! So adorable!
I still can't wait till the oasis concert and please leave me comments you lazy people! lol!
And i want to say, Thanks to Hanna for her lovely comment on her space about me and all her (and my) mates! (exept for the german boy, i don't know who he is lol!)
Beckie x |
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